missasheedx

what the hell am i doing with my life? bugger all apparently.

i have a degree..just about, i have beautiful friends, i get drunk often.

and thats about it...

i have been on the bottom step of the ladder of my life for years... overlooked some might say.

i wish i didnt attribute this to my lack of 'thindom'

but alas, i do.

so here is what is going to happen... i am going to move home (and by home i mean wales, and with my family), it pains me to say this and am going to look after my little sister whilst my mum is in hospital...

at this point i am going to join the gym..again..save money..and get that job at MAC that i need so much. i wont have a life, and i will miss all of my friends SO FUCKING much..but I HAVE to start to do something...i think about now is the time..maybe infact a little bit late.. you know, being 22 and all'

i need some advice maybe? who knows..

i hope it all goes well.. and i actually begin to achieve.

im not even as blonde as i want to be, shit int'it.

xxx